i am what i am. so dont change me.

2009-05-17T19:49:00.002+08:00

okey guys!
Fifi's back!

this is gonna be a long post.

so. i called fatin (my beloved ukiks) so that we can plan azim's surprise birthday party.
but she's sleeping at that time and i didnt wanna wake her up.

i called her again the next day. same thing!
she's sleeping! *marung face*

third time is always the charm!
she pick up the phone.. yea!!!
then i scold her for making me wait. HAHA
not really scold scold laa.. just playing around with her.

14th May!!!
it's Azim's birthday!! *nervous*
i kept on remembering the plans for that day.

i woke up early. at 6.30 am i think.
it's friday so i gotta to wash my car. dont ask. family tradition!
i finished at 10.

then i gotta cook for the family.
eventhough we got a maid in the house, mom said i have to cook cause im a woman! dangar tu parah! *she cant cook.. shhh*

after lunch, i went back to my room.
it's 11.30 and i decided to take a nice little nap
BUT that didnt happen cause my ~~sweet~~ evil sister is kacau ing me.
got dress at 12.15
called fatin again for confirmatioin
wait for daddy to take us to the mall

we got to the mall at 2.30
the first we did we got there is kacau my beloved abang.
he's working there
his first job EVER!
props to you bro!!!!!!!!!!

then kluar kn duit from the ATM
wait for fatin's arrival
choosing the cake
booked the place (Mr. Pizza)
plan with the place's owner
*thanks for helping us! we love you for that! love the services!*

buy him presents *notice the 's'!*
the azim msg me saying that he's already there.
*im happy and nervous at the same time*
why? because it's my first time going to the mall with him.
HAHA. it's funny. because we've been together for nearly 10 months already!

then out comes the cake!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
........................
......................
......................
blablabla... you all know how the song goes, right?

then we went to the arcade.
farah's boyfriend got her a teddy bear.
not by buying! but it's from the MACHINE!!! can anyone say wtf?
fatin's bf got her one too. a BIG one.

kinda jealous. humpft.
but i can see azim's trying so hard to get it for me.
i was like *cant u just buy it for me?*
i was giving him all the hints.
sheesh.. ended up having no teddy bears. =(

then we went to mcdonald.
waiting for dad to pick us up.
while waiting, there's this kid.
she's selling something.
i wanna buy it cause i pity her. she's like 7 or so.
but i didnt have any small money.
i said 'sorry lai aa.. kaka nada duit $1'

then the girl said 'tukar la!!!'
my face when from this =) to @£$&*@@$$$*&^%%$$!!
this girl was hella rude!
who the hell taught her that!!
masam mua ku atuuu!!!
grrr!!
but because i was nice enough, i brought her to the next restaurant, change my money and buy some of her food.

then i went home. finished my homework. looked at the watch.
ohh~ it's 1 o'clock!
what?!?! it's 1 already?!
then i went to bed.

that's all folks!
see? i told you this is gonna be long! HAHA.
yawn.. im tired.
gotta go. will post again soon!

2009-05-11T17:30:00.002+08:00

fuhh!
i've just finished all the test this month!

anyway, im glad to hear that some of the bloggers out there like to read my blog. Some even said my blog made them happy. HAHA. iakan??

will update more often. no worries ^^

umm,
since i dont have something to tell this time, i'll just take this oppurtunity to say

MANY THANKS TO THE TEACHERS BACK AT SMR! my beloved secondary school *sniff sniff*

im glad they make us do all those speeches, presentation, debate, etc.
you know why?
well, Ms. Vikki, the new teacher from NZ teaching literature, complimented our excellent presentation. & i can see the ex-smr-ians rule the presentation!

- loud, clear voice
- good hand gesture
- eye contact with audience
- well planned and prepared.
- interesting.

so, thank you teachers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
will remember you guys forever.

eehh ehh!!
we started a new topic for chemistry today!
teacher sarifah's ultimate favourite...
jeng jeng jeng!!!!!!!!

ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!!

it was fun! we got to 'show off'' our knowledge.
everyone in the class was looking at us.
some even said, 'WHAT?! u guys already learnt that?'

at the end of the period, hnyst and hafizah argue about the isomers of hexane.. HAHA..
it was funny. i was the middle women. they ended up asking Mr Killen who also burst into laughter because of their 'noooooo... you're wrong, im right' moment.

that's all for now.
cant post any further! i got homework dude!!!!!!!

OH YEAH! Azim's birthday is coming! *doing the wanna be dead face*
i dont know what to do for him. what to buy???
why is it so hard to buy things for boys! sheeshhh!!

2009-05-07T06:10:00.000+08:00

I N A C T I V E

busy with college =)

FINALLY!

2009-02-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

PLEASE!

no more complaints!!
i had enough!

cheh! ;p
didnt took me hours to change the template.
so, if bida.. pham2 saja.

school starts on monday.
I'm in BE 5.
alone.
*cries*

Azim's friend in PTEK said the group atu our class.
NADA DANGAN KU BH!!!!!!!!!!!
NANGIS KU KRG!!!!!!!!!!!

NERDS!
time lunch, sma2 ah?? aku rindu you guys!
like always, group chat krg kul 11.

dont invite MUIZ!
ia ckap psal hot girls in ptek saja.
tsk tsk.
shame on you muiz.
HAHAHA

will update again tomorrow.
oh yeah~ i made chocolate chip cookies tadi.
yummieeeeeeeee~

2009-02-11T21:49:00.002+08:00

im thinking that i should change my template again.
sheeshhh!
baru jua pkai this template for a few days!
balum lagi smpai one week.
bye bye template.

Q: uii pp!! knpa blik2 ko kn tukar your template aaaaaaaaaaaa?!

A: uiiiii ambuk!! skati ku baa!!!!!!!!! damit ba tmpat blogging nya aaaaaa!!!!!!!!
ko ingat mata ku ne basar bnar ka???!!!!

hehee.. that's the reason why im gonna change my template again.

P/S. cerita d atas adalah rekaan semata mata untuk menyampaikan maksud c dayang pp.

apakan aku aaaaaaaaaaaaa~~
eyyy... you know what??
lately... i speak malay more than english.
aiyooo.. im DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i better polish up my English cause im taking E. Literature for my AS subject.

come on fifi! you can do it!
jiayouu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-11T21:35:00.004+08:00

To ANGEL'S aka senorita,

money first.

then i'll tell you.

HAHAHA

2009-02-11T17:58:00.002+08:00

I woke up late today.
i promise Azim the other day that we would jalan2 ke
skulah tuk ambil surat branti.

i looked at my hp.
but..
he didnt msg or mc me.

rupanya ia pun alum bangun!
HAHAHA
pelui pelui~

pastu aku excen la yg aku bngun awal bnar.
tunggu tunggu ia.
eee.. siuk menyaya boipren ane eee...

& today kami ada reunion for the ex 3a with tcher dona.

HIIII TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!
wassup wassup????
hehe.

she treat us to kfc.
yummy.

the award for the top 3 very lapar student in 3a goes to~~~~~~~~~

DRUM ROLL PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

1. ANDERSON LIM! aka CCG ( crazy chinese guy, name given by sir haris )

2. AZEEM SHAH & ASLAM!!!!! HAHAHA

3. HAIRUZNAIM~~~~~~

*clap clap*

dengan ini, c pp kn mengambil kesempatan untuk mengucapkn ribuan trima kasih to Ms Dona for treating us at KFC, giant.

eh eh.. i only ate two pieces of chicken tadi.
pkai tomato~ =P

yupe, i suka tomato.
knpa?!?!?!?!? cali kn???
nyaman x aaa tomato ane..
cari klaie bnar..

after eating lunch,
pqah, behah and me
went into the giant supermarket
and played hide and seek.

yea~ so childish.
after that pqah mo bali something to
remove the oil from the face thingy.
we went to the shampoo, make up, etc section.

& guess what did we discovered???

come on~
guess baa~~
boreng jua eeeeeeeeeee!
macam bckap sapa krusi.
LOL!

aku nmpak a box yg picture nya urg hugging..
the aku baca description nya~~
rupanya.........

C
O
N
D
O
M

HAHAHAHAH!!!
atu brabis kami ktawa~

then we went to guardian.
eshhh~
ada lagi baaaa...
pregnancy test ba..

HAHAHA!
siuk eeeee~

will update some other day.
byeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-02-10T21:16:00.007+08:00

DEAR ELAINE,

YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE HAS COME!
HAHA.
I TOLD I'LL WRITE IT IN MY BLOG~ HUHU
DO YOU BELIEVE ME NOW? LOL.

I chat with Elaine today. http://loverofmine12.blogspot.com/

I asked her who 172 is.

She didnt wanna tell me at first.

But being a NOTY NOTY girl.

aku pajal ia.

HAHA

so, should i tell you guys who 172 is??????

keep scrolling~

come on! just a few more scrolls!

here it is!

are you ready??

JENG JENG JENG!!!

IT'S....

A SECRET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA.

I PITY THOSE WHO WANNA KNOW!

SORRY GUYS! I CANT DECEIVE MY FRIEND.

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you bribe me with $10, i might tell you who he is and what he looks like.

HAHAHA~!!

2009-02-09T00:21:00.003+08:00

Just when i was about to go to bed!

'someone' *coughFATINcough* tagged me!
oh well, biar cha laa...

1. Where and when was your last kiss ?
- baru ane!!! aku cium c MILO! kiss kiss!

2. What colour underwear/boxers/thong wearing now ?
- pervert! tsk tsk!! if i told you, would you tell me what colour are you wearing then? HAHAHA!

3. What are you listening to right now?
- bunyi aircon & bunyi urg txt aku.

4. What is your favourite number ?
- se7en. duh! you should kill yourself for asking me that kind of question! adakah nda tau! esh3~

5. What was the last thing you ate ?
- my homemade steak. i made it myself! =D anyone wanna sign up to be my husband?

6. When was the last time you smile?
- now! macam urg gila ku buat answers.

7. Hows the weather just now?
- nda tau. aku takut lyat ke luar. MIDNIGHT x ne AAA!

8. Who was the last person you talked on the phone ?
- nabelle. ia akhir dtg kmarin aaa!! ayam arh nya! cana kn bbq tuu~

9.What is your worst habit?
- banyak baa~ aku malu gtau.

10. Do you drink?
- OF COURSE NOT! if i drink, i wouldnt be here! my dad would kill me! and HARAM x A!

11. Do you smoke?
- no and never!

12. When was the last time, if you ever blacked out?
- when aku ilang ingatan. for the whole day x. if tutup karan, last week plang tuu.. apakan~~

13. Girlfriend or Boyfriend?
- aint bisexual. so, boyfriend.

14. Your hair colour?
- blackkkkk~

15. Do you wear contacts?
- yes. most of the time.

16. Favourite day?
- my birthday! HAHA.. nda paham~

17. Favourite month?
- december.. aahh~ holidays

18. Have you ever cried for no reason ?
- yeaa..

19. What was the last movie you watched?
- i dont know what its called.

20. Favourite day of the year?
- penyibuk jua e!

21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
- awu la! bckap sma urg lagi ku malu! N G O K S!

22. Last advice you recieved?
- no comment.

----- TO BE CONTINUED-----

ngantuk bnar dh nee! HAHAHA

2009-02-09T00:11:00.003+08:00

EHEM EHEM!!

hye again!

aku tau kmu sanak dh meliat blog ku ane. LOL!

i've just finished typing my self introdution essay for the scholarship application.

panjang x aaa.. HOHO!

kalah karangan yg ku buat in primary 3.

'nama saya Fifi Azirah. umur saya 17 taun. saya suka minum milo. nyaman x a!'

nda la~ nda ku brani buat cmatu.

ABIS kana kuyak krg!

mati mati!

now 12.15 am dh. aku mo lyat ceta zombie~ tpi kan~~~~

AKU TAKUT!!!!!!

i hate zombie the most.

GALI BHH!!!

men gigit gigit zombie aa!!

GIGIT krg blik!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~

that's all for now.

im off to bed.

BIG HUG TO BEHAHAHAHAHA!!!

2009-02-08T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hi again!

Umm, i guess simplicity isnt my thing. HAHA
so, how's my layout?
lawa? *shy shy*
or bida?! *get the f-ck out of here!*

KIDDING!!
why so serious? HAHA

those who wanted to be linked, tag me.

BTW, hi BELLE!!!!!
HI BEHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& i wanna say welcome to those who just started blogging!

im back!

2009-02-08T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hello HELLO!!!
wassup guys?!?!

guess what?? i UN-private my blog.
the reason i private it at first was because i was too lazy to update this blog.
HEHE

so, stay tuned!

i havent change my layout yet. still choosing and altering the css codes.
hang in there!!

that's it for now..
chooooooooooooow!

2008-12-12T13:02:00.000+08:00

I N A C T I V E!

see ya~!!

2008-12-08T11:05:00.004+08:00

i just have to share this with you guys!
im a silent reader at soompi and i came across this:

just try it! believe me! dont be afraid!
it's not ' a ghost coming out from ur screen or anything '

STEP 1. Go to a page that has a lot of pictures. Google Images will do. (google up something random)

STEP 2. While still on the page, delete the URL in the ADDRESS BAR bar and replace it with this entire code:

NOTE! REMOVE THE SPACE BETWEEN JAVA{DELETE THIS SPACE}SCRIPT

CODE
java script:R=0; x1=.1; y1=.05; x2=.25; y2=.24; x3=1.6; y3=.24; x4=300; y4=200; x5=300; y5=200; DI=document.images; DIL=DI.length; function A(){for(i=0; i-DIL; i++){DIS=DI[ i ].style; DIS.position='absolute'; DIS.left=Math.sin(R*x1+i*x2+x3)*x4+x5; DIS.top=Math.cos(R*y1+i*y2+y3)*y4+y5}R++}setInterval('A()',5); void(0);

STEP 3. Press Enter.

STEP 4. POOF! xD

cool right?

to get more crazier, try changing 'sin' to 'tan' (without quotes of course) =p

2008-11-28T17:58:00.003+08:00

Hanii ohh Hanii~~
bisai banar~~
skati nya tag urg! HAHA

1. Type your full name with your elbow.

2. No backspacing.

3. Tag 10 people to do this

fifij azirah binti mohd arifgin

HAHA!!
now my brother thinks im crazy
cause i was typing with my elbow infront of him.
try imagining me typing and saying 'ehh paluii~' & 'gila x'
=/

tagging : anyone? kira th kmu aa~ smpaikn 10 urg! heh!

SECOND TAG : -

Name the latest book you bought.
- POA 1 & 2 past year book?

What is your full name?
- Fifi Azirah Binti Mohd Arifin

Name the person you wish to meet in real life or the first time.
- se7en! no doubt!

Christina or Britney?

- neither.

Do you do your own laundry?
- nooo~

The most exciting place you wanna go?
- se7en's crib~!!! bakal bini x aaa =p

Hugs or kisses?
- cant i have 'em both?

8 things I am passionate about:
- too lazy to think about it.

8 things I say too often:
- bahhh~~
- uber!
- embahh
- HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
- ntah ko ehh~
- antam th ko!
- ehh.. kaling...
- *****

8 books I´ve read recently:
- hate to say this BUT none! =D =D

8 songs I could listen to over and over again:

- do you love me by yumi shizukusa
- lalala by se7en
- forget about me by lil mindy
- waiting for you by anson hu yan bin
- i love you by navi
- saranghae by mighty mouth.
- so hot by wondergirls
- this time by wondergirls

8 things I learned last year:

- baking a cake?
- read and alter css codes.
- dont mess with some people.
- how to read music *ane lupa tia! HAHA*
- make music / remixing
- mesti buka battery laptop time charging~ *HAHA!!*
- about proboscis monkey's nose * i knoww im weird~*
- chocolate nda bagi acne! HAHA

2008-11-28T08:34:00.003+08:00

uhh~ o level exam sudah abiiss~
yayy!

so, incase u guys are wondering why i didnt update this blog..
it's because i have dance practice for the school's
3 in 1 event.

we only got time to practice for a week.
the perf. was yesterday.
i admit that i messed up a few steps *blablabla*
tapi i covered them up! HEHE
i'll post the video of us dancing as soon as i got the video ky?

so, im free starting today~~!!!!
weeeeeeeeee~

anyway, ive been waiting for the pmb result since last week
tapi alum jua kluar2 nyaa~
what took the MOE so long?
aduiii~~

ohh yeahh~
theorically, this is my first day of holiday.
im gonna clean my room today!
no dust promised!
HAHAHA!!

what will i do tomorrow?
bgila kali?
if you know me well enough,
im a kind of person who gets bored very (x100) easily.
banar!!

when im bored, all i did was scream around the house saying
'BOOOOREEEEEEENNNNGGGGG!!!!!!!'
yeahhh~ that's mee~ =D

other options are :-
- playing ddr
- playing guitar hero
- sleep
- clean my room again
- clean my brother and sisters' rooms
- learn to cook? *good idea*
- hangout with my friends at the mall
- watch a drama or movie?
- sleep some more
- chatting 24/7
- update my blog
- check my friendster
- read current events at popseoul, shenyuepop and soompi?
- watch videos at youtube, crunchyroll and mysoju?
- did i mention sleeping already? *majal*

uhhh~
i've got to go.
mommy wants to take me out for breakfast.
adiosssssss~

ill update again tomorrow!

2008-11-14T11:34:00.004+08:00

my prediction for my o lvl result

---edit---

no A's.
that's for sure.
ilang scholarship ku!
damn!
sorry mom~!!
='[

English = B3
Bahasa Melayu = B3
Maths D = C6 *yeah~*
Chemistry = A2?
Physics = B4
Biology = C6 *pyah x a~ buleh~ *
POA = C6 *sad but true*
Commerce = A1*hopefully*

so, 2A's + 3 B's + 3 C's = bye bye scholarship~
i'll get you next time~!
*sniff sniff*

Hopefully my prediction is not true.
i mean for english, malay and poa. grrr~

yg kompom dpat C = biology and maths~
heh! =/

2008-11-14T11:20:00.002+08:00

So,

MATHS D 1 & 2

MATHS 1 sanang~~!!
yeahh!
i thank GOD! and afiq of course.
for teaching me maths.
kamsahamnida!

sadly, maths 2 pyah!
humpft.
sasak ku ee! urghh!!!
ada lagi soalan yg ku nda familiar tuu~

ENGLISH 1 & 2 and BAHASA MELAYU 1 & 2

uhh.. no comment =D

PHYSICS 1 & 2

sanang!
but my friends cakap pyah~
ntah ee~!
HAHAHA

POA 2

nda balance!!!!!!
stress ku leh nya kmarin!!!!
bnar!!!!!
men ujan ku leh nya!!!
damn eyy!
first time nda balance bhh!
overall marks nya 120!~
bnyak g questions nya tuu!
kn semua kluar bhh!
matiyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENTAL ku msih ne.
know why?
cause aku slalu dpat A for POA.
not anymore.
dpat C th ku neyy!
yeahh!
confident dpat C!
shit!

hmm..
on monday ada chemistry 1 & 2 and commerce 1.
wish me luck!
ngaleh ku ne e~
bnyak kn d buat on monday.
sangal tangan buat answer!

2008-11-14T10:56:00.002+08:00

For this post, im gonna talk about my exam papers.
HAHA
exam week ba.. ytah nda dpat men2

so, where did i stop?
kjap a
*checking*

umm.. physics practical.
yeahh~~

eh kjap!!
before that, kami ada chemistry extra class on monday.
tcher bagi pop quiz trus2
kabak2 jua kami tuu~
then tcher tanya our marks!!
she said she's NOT comparing us with 5B
YES YOU ARE!!!!
she said 5B did better!
what do you called that HUH!

you know what my reaction was?
saya jeling2 tcher.
mun namanya ~~BANCI~~ udh!!
then ia tanya knpa kmi cmatu..
kmi cakap kami revise MATHS!

SHE DIDNT KNOW OUR SITUATION!!!
WE SUCK AT MATHS!
WHY??
SAME THING!
BECAUSE OF THE ~~TEACHER!~~

YEAHHH!!
we wrote a petition letter
so that we can change our maths teacher.
we did that in MAY
&& the deputy principal baru check her in SEPTEMBER!

uhh.. hello?
dont you care about us?
HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO GET AN A IN MATHS?!?!!
we're independant in maths!
i have to go to another friend to study maths!

mun chemistry lain!
i love chemistry!
i understand chemistry!
i love the teacher.
~~not anymore!~~

anyway,
the tcher ended our class by saying
'i dont wanna see your faces again. not now, tomorrow or the day after that. not even after your exam!
stress tcher uleh kmu!'

YEAH!!!
that's what she said to us!
caya kamu?!
you're cruel, tcher.
you made us cry.

ehhh~ to be continued in another post.

2008-11-09T07:33:00.002+08:00

awu ba awu baaa

update th ku neee~~

adang th complaint!!

ehhhhhhhhhhhh!! lpas o lvl ku udpate ~~

*MALAS*

2008-10-31T22:24:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, 28-10-2008

adri (jiran azim) asked whether i could be his

biology study partner.

cause you know,

biology is so f*cking hard!

so, i said yes.

he came by to my house around 2 pm.

& guess what?

he brought azim with him.

pyah jua kn concentrate tuu..

so, we began with transport in humans.

then azim started to take my pictures and a video of me.

~~how annoying.~~

malu jua ku tuuu~~

after i took away his hp,

he played games in his lappy.

resulting in

adri = lost of interest in learning bio.

and started to play games.

me + azim = dating.

Wednesday, 29-10-2008

BIO!!! bio!!!!!!!!! ohhh BIOLOGY!!!
i did really badly in my section A!!!
i wanna cry!!!!!

luckily, the essay questions were not that hard.

i managed to answer all of it.
YAY ME!!

there goes my chance to get an A in bio.

mun dpat B jadi th!

HAHAHAHA

oh yeahh~~

i forgot i have physics practical on thursday.

HAHAHAHA

silly me.

Thursday, 30-10-2008

PHYSICS PRACTICAL SOOO KACANG MAYNN!!!

HAHAHA

mudah mudahan sja dpat A!!!

AMIN!!!

HEHE..

that's all for now.

tata!!

adioss amigos!!

& one more thing. azim knows my blog now. *sighs*
~~it's not that im complaining.~~ yes, i am complaining!
len wa rasanya if ya baca my blog =S

2008-10-31T22:03:00.004+08:00

hi hiii!!!

sorry for the late update aa..

mlas ku baa..

nda something interesting happen baa..

but incase you guys are bored,

bca sja la blog ku ane.

HEHE

im in form 5 now and i'm having my o lvl exams this time.

ytah bari banci.

knpa mesti ada exam tu kann??

eshh!!

anyway,

my first written exam is malay 1, malay 2 and poa 1.

malay 1 was okeyy.. what i targeted came out & im pretty sure that i did okay.

malay 2 BARI BANCI eyyyyyy!!!
the first thing i did was skipping question 1 which was the summary.

then i started answering question 2 which was comprehension.

i think i did fine except for the making a sentence part.

what the ~~heck~~ is pendambaan! ehhh!! ntah ee~!!!

question 3 was memoden.

PANJANG EYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
i spent almost 30 minutes on that question!!

~~damn~~ it!!

banyak ilang masa!!

it's 11.15 and the exam ended at 11.30

OHMAGADDDDDDD!!!

i only have 15 minutes to write the summary.

i finished it!

BUT my handwriting was a mess!

and i didnt have time to check my answers!

disappointing.

i stayed at school studying poa with my friends

and azim minta ajar poa lagi. cause he didnt understand some topics.

i agreed cause i pity him.

i waited for him in the classroom until 1.30 pm.

poa 1 exam started at 2 btw.

haishhh! that boy never kept his promises bhhh..

humpftt..

i didnt have time to teach him lagi.

of course i felt sorry for him.

but what can i do kann??

watever eyy~~

poa 1 was a piece of cake.

snang brabis!

eventhough i didnt read the benefits of ICT.

i think i got it right.

HEHE

that's what happen during the first day of written exam.

2008-10-27T06:30:00.002+08:00

ohhhmagaddd!! ohmagaddddddddd!!!!

o level!!!!!!!

bahasa melayu~~!!!!!!!!

poa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

takut ku~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

nervous eyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!

hehe.. buang stress^^

2008-10-23T17:34:00.004+08:00

tdi biology practical!!!!

OMG!!

apa yg ku target kluar!

senyum2 ku buat tdi! HAHAHA

siok eeeeee!! i wanna do it again!

=p =p

i stayed back at school lagi.

kan buat bio past year sama2 + ajar azim poa.

pictures were taken by nabelle.

unfortunately, she havent give me the pics yet.

i'll post it later. kays?

i slept at school today.

*cause i slept for 4 hrs sja. revising bio*

bawah lantai lagi tuu.

nasib jua my beg ada. nyaman jua sikit kpala ku~~

nyeh3.

our last biology extra class started at 2

ada gmbar ne!

ngaleh ee extra tdi!!

VERY INTENSE REVISION!

kan pacah kpala ku!!

anyway, i'll miss you tcher isma!
thanks for teaching us biology!

eventhough i always obtain low marks for bio,

you always encourage me to do better next time.

we ( the NERDS) think that you're the strictest

teacher EVER!

but we all also know that you're doing that

because you dont want us to be over confident.

& we love you for that.

pictures taken by me today!

2008-10-22T16:45:00.004+08:00

HAPPY TWO MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!

we've been through a lot of things lately.Happiness and sadness.but that's okey.that's what happen in relationships.kan? kan? i love you with all my heart.forever and ever, beh.^^

Umm.. i dont know why i even wrote this down here.He didnt even know my blog. aku sengaja kn jeles kn kmu bh tuu~ HAHA

anyway, c naqib penyeluru! shessh!~*ko yg suruh ku masuk kn nama mu dsini ne aa*

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HAHAHAHA... saya boreng neyyyyyy~~*click* mari kita begambar~

The guy im with is my lil brother. i'm in his room btw.

chemistry practical study group

2008-10-21T19:50:00.005+08:00

20.10.2008

we have chemistry extra class that morning.
8.30 - 9.30 am

tcher sarifah ceramahi kami cause kami nda cari
transition metals punya colour in the internet.
blughhh~

she said 'ane zaman moden udh, ada internet. tyme tcher kana suruh cari d internet dulu, tcher brusaha kn cari kai internet.. bla3.'

aku pun rasa guilty laa.. so, aku bwa my friends ( behah, belle and fiqah ) to my house.
Since my house ada wireless.
Kami cari laa arh internet then kami hafal kn sama2..
that only lasted for 1 hr 30 mins.

after that kami webcam! HAHA.. silly us! kjap aa.. ada ne gmbar nya!

TADA~~!

Look at all those fizzy drink cans! =S

Belle debating about something.

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WEBCAM PICS!

guys~~ sorry aa??
the pics are in bitmap format.
MB lagi tuu!! eshh~~
esuk ku convert to .jpeg a?

i'll upload it later.

LOTS OF PICS! so, i combined all of it. well, some.

ITU SAYA! AHAHA

PROBOSCIS NAFI!!!!!! i miss you guys!

till next time! dadaa~~

2008-10-21T18:08:00.004+08:00

kamu~~

tadi aku ada chemistry practical..
kabak2 ku x aa..
dikit g kn pcah wa apparatus aa..

the exam started at 8 am.
when the invigilator said 'you may begin now',
i panicked!
gila eyy~ bnyak adrenaline kna produced. shessshh~

anyway, i didnt wash my apparatus since im in the first shift and
i trust the lab technician (she was nice btw).

i calmed myself dulu.. baca the questions five times! HAHA
Put solution Q in the biurette.
Put solution P in the pipette and to the flask + sulphuric acid + potassium iodide.
then, titrate!

the rest of the practical was a piece of cake.

ehh.. wanna know something??

i burnt my tudung during practical tdi. careless me.
i light up the bunsen burner and i took 1 or 2 solutions from the rack.

i smelt something funny and i saw my tudung ****** pham2 saja laa..

i kept that as a secret until the end of the practical.
i didnt want anyone to panic.
everyone laughed at me cause... you know, im not that careless baa..
im one of the best student in chemistry.
=]

then we have POA class. unfortunately, only two came.
Nabelle and me.
yg lain malas... our class ends at 11.

Then kami study Biology together in class. That lasted until 2 pm.
NERD! haha.. i know.

Then BIOLOGY EXTRA!!!
from 2 - 4 pm.
teacher isma tagur aku..
she said i looked sleepy.
I AM SLEEPY!

i've been studying saja lately.
+ tutoring. i didnt get much sleep.

Here are some pictures i took secretly..
cause we're not allowed to bring mobile phones to school.

HAHA. i cant draw! the drawing was for explaining about respiratory system. blughh..

urghh.. i guess tcher isma was right. i do looked sleepy. ><

Fiqah. HAHA

PS. SIR!!! i know you're reading this!
Dont tell other tchers about me bringing my hp to school! HAHA

2008-10-13T11:33:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 11-10-2008

skipped.

Sunday, 12-10-2008

kami open house! WOOHOO~~~
after weeks of pujuk + ing my mom.
open house starts from 2 pm.

4 different chaterers (cmana kn ejaan nya uhh?? HAHAA)

ramai urg datang! =s
didnt expect that.
matiy~~
aku escape ^^
masuk into my room men guitar hero and ddr.
HAHA

open house was suppose to end at 6 pm.
but psal rmai urg dtg NON STOP,
kna extend smpai 11 pm.

mcam sngaja drg aa~ HAHA

urghhh~~ ngalehh bbhhhh!!!!

2008-10-10T10:39:00.012+08:00

GOOD MORNING BLOGGY!!!!!

Tuesday, 07-10-2008

school was mcam biasa~~ except that aku first time ttdur tyme english period. HAHA.
boreng + saya ngantuks.
tyme patang ku ke hospital.
the doctor said that i couldnt breath because of 'gastric acid reflux'
the doctor suruh ku mkan bnyak2 g.. shit eee~~!!
udah th parut ku labu kna suruh mkan gnya! doctor ane g suruh mkan.
apa ney~

After the hospital, daddy bwa aku ambil lappy nya.. kai motorcycle g tu..
vroom vroom~~!!

Wednesday, 8-10-2008

nothing much at school.
all subjects nda blajar.
kami biology test sja.

i so so love wednesdays =)

at 8 pm, kmi beraya arh rumah mia.
we waited for her bf till 9 pm.
eating ice cream at raya. HAHA
nda jua dtg2 nya.

so, kmi blik lahh.

Then azim bwa braya ke rumah kwan2 nyaa.. aku ikut kreta megat. jadi datin skjap. HEHE.
we went to naqib's house.
LAWA RUMAH NYA AAA~~
i went back home at 11 pm +
daddy nda mrah. senyum2 lagi yaa~
thank god! HAHAA

Thursday, 9-10-2008

officially~~ the end of school! HAHA
cause on saturday angkat meja. WOOHOO~~!!
tapi di dewan aa!! not fair!!
aku mo d library. cause, you know, urg d smr ane bising2 tia.. bla3.

tyme ptg kami beraya to our friends' house. siok brabis you know!!!!!!

syukreyy~~ HAHA.. your fizah aa..~

NAFI!!

candid xP

ane arh rumah ummm... spa kah namanya! HAHA

Then, aku braya with Azim lagi ke rumah kwan nya~
mental ya psal aku nda pkai tudung. HUAHUAHUA

Friday, 10-10-2008

cant recall what happen this day.
but yg penting..
ampau saya banyak!! ^^

2008-10-06T11:52:00.002+08:00

---- fourth day of raya -----

woke up early kmarin.. cause amit open house. ada corn soup! HAHA. nyaman x aa~~

then, kami tarus ke tutong. to our great grandmother. ia menangis tyme kmi salam ia.. kcian eyy~
*sniffs*

after that kami ke kaybee lagi... oh yeah, before that kmi ada braya lagi to this house waa..
this boy wa (umur nya around mcam aku laa. HAHA) mental brabisss ya~~~~
ya bubut kucing nya waa.. then ada this girl kn bgi minuman. then kpala that guy terhantuk the tray atuu.. pacah tia all glass atuu.. kami nda smpat minum. HAHA

paluyyy~ adaka bubut kucing ~~ nda pndai lari tu kucing aa! d sumpah2 nya g tu kucing aa dapan kami. RESPECT la sikit buiiii!!!!!!!!!! parents kmi ada jua tuu..
nasib jua bapa ku ane penyabar. ~~mun nda wa, abis smpai tangan nya ke muka nya tuu. HAHA~~

then kmi braya to a couple of houses in kaybee. and our last house is kaka era's.
there, we gossip2. we talked about each other's love story. HAHA xP

OUR RAYA OFFICIALLY ENDS!! psal skulah~!! HAHA

then balik~!!! eyy, i cant breath lagi kmarin~ =S

ytah babah kn bwa ku ke hospital today.
aku nda skulah btw.
takut ku eyy!

2008-10-06T11:04:00.004+08:00

---- third day of RAYA -----

sorry for the late update. hehe ^^

kami nda braya tyme pagi and patang aa.. cause my cousins, my dad and moms' friends NON STOP datang aa...
sakit punggung ku tarus. HAHA

estimated number of people yg dtg to my house is 100 +. kami ane nda jua open house x aa... atu ngaleh~~

anyway, c piirahhh, my cousin yg tercinta birthday on the third day of raya.

SO,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

NURZAFIRAH BINTI HAJI ZAMHARI

semoga ko dpat bersama dengan ur love ones. c bubu ka, c rukii ka or c aiman. HAHA

kami ke rumah firah at 5.30 pm.

PICS :

ey eyy.. i almost forgot! kami konvoi beraya with fiqah and azim. kai 3 kreta.
awal2 kmi ke rumah c mirul dulu, jalan kaki! cause azim and his car alum smpai. tpi ia pa2 la cause nda jauh bnar. then tyme kmi kn blik ke rumah fauzan, ujan labat tia~~~~~~!!!
azim g alum smpai. satu kreta g gnya ada tu. HAHA

so, tpaksa th dua x round tu c afiq drive keta. abis minyak~ HAHA

round 1 = afiq, nazri, yussof, mirul, hairuz and fauzan.

round 2 = afiq, nazri, yussof, fiqah, farah, yus and me.

nasib jua muat bhhh!! HAHA

then kmi karaoke arh living room fauzan. then, azim dtg!! yay~ along with his brother (aziz), aiman, adry, megat, hazwan and 2 cars. HAHA xD

Farah took this picture. candid x aa.. xP

I so so so love his smile [=

then kami arh rumah c yus. drg mirul, hairuz and fauzan blik.. ey, ujan labat masih aa.. payung g satu. HAHA. ytah when i went inside yus's house. aku minta tuala sma kipas. HAHA. atu cali~~ sajuk x aaa..

aku and azim nda duduk sma2.. aku duduk with yussof. who apparently pkai bju coklet sama ngan aku. HAHA. azim jeles la tuu~ abis d mkan nya kuehh aa.. ia g mlyat yussof and aku tuu. xP

after that kami ke rumah nabelle

kreta fiqah = afiq, nazri, fiqah and yussof

kreta megat = megat, hazwan, azim and me.

kreta aziz = aziz, aiman, adri and farah.

siok la arh rumah nabelle. mlas ku kn cerita pnjang2. HAHA xp

after that, semua urg yg ikut kreta fiqah blik. and urg yg dlam kreta megat and aziz beraya at my house.
bari malu drg aa~~ HAHA

then ku bwa drg ke verandah psal drg kn men pool and fussball (lurus ka ejaan nya tu xP)
drg balik at 1 + am. HAHA

THE END!

2008-10-03T23:49:00.004+08:00

guess what???? i was cleaning my desktop tdi. *deleting this, moving that* && i came across this pictures. SAYA LUPA UPLOAD!!! gila~~ sweet memories x ahhh.

His Majesty visited SMR psal penyerahan kunci. and sementara ya d skulah kmi, ya mo lawat la..

i was chosen to be the speaker laa.. kabak2 jantung ku~

HAHA.. jealous? =P

Sorry aa.. pics nda bnyak. cause the rest are videos. I will upload them in youtube later. phewhhh~ i practiced for 5hrs just for the 10 minutes talk with HM.

Eyy, funny story. When it was time for HM to go to safwan's corner. Safwan made HM laughed a LOT! bnar!! tebahak2 ya ktawa. Then all the reporters, tv crew, tchers, etc pun ikut ktawa jua. Then HM arh Aira's corner lagi. THEN SEMUA URG TANYA SAFWAN KNPA HM KTAWA TDI. HAHA. ktara wa drg nda ikhlas ktawa tdi. MENGAMPU~~

anyway, the reporters bnyak asak2 arh kmi.. THEN OUR LAPTOP TETUTUP! shit~~
kmi apologize to HM. To buy us some time, kmi ckap
'HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YOUR MAJESTY'
HAHAHAHAA.. ya ALLAH!! malu eyy~~

Then kami request ambil gmbar sma2..
*click click* *click click*
mcam superstar th kmi tuuu~

Eyy, i was the only one on tv btw. for about 10 seconds.
Safwan ada rh newspaper. urghhh~ aku nda =(

2008-10-03T22:04:00.003+08:00

----- 2nd day of raya ------

I woke up at 9 tdi. cause kn braya lagii.. god! so tiring. ngantuk jua saya msih tuu..

you know what?? tdi kami braya to more than 10 houses and semua g open house!!! ~~shit mayn!~~
abis kna paksa mkan!! udah th ku kn maintain kn badan ku! ane labu parutt~

the last house kmi braya tdi arah nene coklet. HAHA. her house is full of chocolates. i even brought my handbag this time.. so i can tapau it later. HAHA

i laughed a lot today. rupanya my all my NENEs and cousins cali2. if you're in my spot today, you'll die of laughter. bnar! i wish i can turn back the time. BUT i would like to skip the eating part of course.

oppss.. correction!! the last house today is aqilah's (my neighbour btw). Ia pun open house. =S
tpi i have to eat jua.. cause krg kna ucap kurang ajar. HAHA.
i think i ate 12 + times today. LABU BNAR PARUT KUU!!!

We went to firah's house tdi. psal the boys kn smbhyg jumat g. and they left us there. HAHA. Firah and her family nada a.. drg ke kaybee g. ngumpul ampau~ HAHA

SELF CAM:

SAVING THE BEST FOR LAST!

Here's mom sleeping at FIRAH's house. HAHA. she's too tired i think. Dont tell mom i took this picture okay?? she's gonna flipped! HAHA

ZZZZZZZZzzzz~~ sweetdreams mommy.

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just now wa.. ada two kids beraya to our house. their age is around 7-9.
kcian.. i blame their parents!! akhir lagi dh neyy.. mun anak kna culik cmna?!?! ujung2 menangis kmu!!
nda tau malu kaa? humpft.

2nd day of raya ENDS!

2008-10-03T19:14:00.005+08:00

Hello Hello!

THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG POST CAUSE THERE'S MANY PICS THAT I WHAT TO SHOW YOU GUYS!

we went home at 1 am kmarin~ goshh!! it was tiring. BUT we have fun. almost all my cousins were there. kami men badil tyme ujan. WOOHOOO~~

kami visit nene laki punya kubur. i miss him. ='[
selamat hari raya nene. everytime kmi ke kmpung a, mesti ya bali kn kmi something tuu.. HAHA xD
rest in peace. ^^

anyway, today is the 2nd day of raya.. ampau~ ampauu~~ hehe.
i woke up at 7 am yesterday. getting ready to go at nene's house. as usual (our family tradition), everyone (according to the family tree) MUST gather around and salam EVERYONE! ada pictures neyy.. dont worry. nda kmu pyah kn bca g. HAHA xD

TADA~~~!!

eyy, when it's my turn to salam, i fell! HAHAHA!! nasib jua daddy caught me.. goshh!! that made my familys' day. CALI BRABISSSS~ malu eyy~

anyway, here's daddy and mommy. sweet couple?? arent they?

PEACE~!!

FAMILY PICTURE!! click~

FARAH MY DEAR, you're short. HAHA

THE SIBLINGSSS..
from left to right: arif (lil bro), farah (lil sis), me (the cutest among all xP) and azrim (my big bro)

DADDY and ME

The siblings with auntie.

my grandparents with my family.

actually, there are many pictures of us during the first day of raya. 200 + i think. BUT, i bet you guys dont wanna see all of it right? i just picked them randomly.

Here's a picture i took at kaybee. MARING usulnya mua kmu sorang2. HAHA xD

------- FIRST DAY OF RAYA ENDS-------

2008-10-01T21:10:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARIAH!!!!!!!!!!

Lama dh ku nda jumpa ko ahhh~ *sniffs*

HAHAHA.

i was supposed to greet her at 12 o clock sharp. But i was sleepy and i went to bed. I on my alarm clock tpi NDA bbunyi!! ~~SHIT eyyy~~~~

i ended up greeting her at 12 pm. HAHA. yes people. i woke up late AGAIN!

anyway.. kmarin Azim, NAQIB, megat and Hazwan dtg to my house. Kan bgi cd Stairway to Heaven. HAHA xD

*im trying to make pqah jealous here~~*

HAHA. pqah and naqib sitting on a tree. BLABLABLA~
bising drg ahh.. abis bngun satu kmpung. kreta g labuk2 bunyi tuu.. udah th puasa. cuba th insaf. HAHA xP

&& tdi subuh wa~ i cant breath.. i mean mcam ampus. Farah takut brabisly. you should've seen her face. CALI. tapi bnar deyy.. i cant breath normally tdi. Azim g kn dtg to my house kn bwa ku ke Hospital. *owww~ how sweet*

WOOHOOOO~~!! tomorrow RAYA!!!!!!!!!! my baju sudah gantung2 tuu.. tunggu tomorrow sja~ HAHA

apa g ceta ari ane aa?? that's all kali. will ceta next time lagi. i wont be updating this blog tomorrow. cause i'll be back from kaybee at 12 am (mama ckap).

HAPPY HAPPY RAYA PEOPLEE!!!

2008-09-30T20:49:00.002+08:00

i slept at 6.30 am tdii...

wahh~~ so ~~damn~~ tiring. && i woke up at 12:++ pm. Nasib jua mama nda mrah. YIKES! xD

i fought with azim tdi. yes, AGAIN! i didnt reply his pms, msgs and mcs. HAHA. until kn sungkai.. kcian ku ya aa.. and why do we fought? it's NONE OF UR BUSINESS! aku karit~!

anyway, kemarin saya ke mall with Fizah, her cousin, syukri, ewen and Farah. i was not suppose to bring farah jlan2 tapi she bribe me. HAHA. $30 dollars mayn! xP im not gonna let that slip away. Kami lyat connected after sungkai at foodcourt. we thought connected nda siukk cause it's a hk movie. syukri~ jgan complaint! HAHA. nda rmai urg lyat. kami bising aa.. marah usulnya urg dating d dpan a.. HAHA

i went back home at 10 pm. Ewen antar (he's our long lost sepupu btw. HAHA. what's sepupu in english?? xP) Then we lepak2 until 11 pm. Listening to japanese songs and bjiwang. HAHA

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Tadi sungkai at KAKA restaurant. nyaman eyy~~ i like their buttermilk chicken.. *slurps*

daddy booked the entire interior restaurant. HAHA. siokk~ daddy's family side join..

THAT's ALL I'VE GOT TO SAY FOR NOW. TATA~~ TILL NEXT TIME~!

2008-09-27T21:34:00.006+08:00

i was waiting for Azim to on9 tdi. ytah sangal ku mnunggu. LAPAR g parut tu.. Men drum x aaaa... So, *click click* ambil gmbar lah saya dulu tuuu..

PICTURES!!!

WAHAHAHA!! bnyak~~!! biar kmu sanak mlyat~ nyeh3.

hello HELLO! =D

2008-09-27T20:47:00.005+08:00

It has been a while since i updated this blog. kinda busy. NOT! i was actually too lazy. HAHA

ehh ehhh... guess what!! tdi subuh wa. Azim came to my house AGAIN. Dikit g kna busted waa.. Daddy woke up. HAHA. Pheewwhhh!! I thank GOD!! Aiman pun ada ^^ Pirah, i know u're reading this. STOP SMILING youhhh!!

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i change my template AGAIN!! ngaleh ku edit ahh..

C firah tu punya psal.. She kept on complaining about how 'advance' my template were. So, i spent the rest of the day editing this SIMPLE template.

guess what, i actually like it. well, a bit. HAHA

SIMPLICITY ROCKSSSS!!

&& btw firah. thanks for uploading the pics in your blog. MUCH APPRECIATED! Now, it's my turn!! HAHAHA *evil laughs*

-NANTI th saya upload. saya mlas neyy~~ HAHAHA-

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oh yeahh~~ Here are the pics that i promised to upload here. ENJOY~!

bored.

2008-09-24T11:24:00.002+08:00

So, i came across firah's (my tabam cousin btw) blog this morning. Went across her friends. *click* and saw some sort of a quiz??. So i said to myself, what the heck. i'll give it a shot since im bored anyway. Azim nda on9 ahh. *cries*

Name: Fifi? Bam? Baby Bamm?? BamBam? se7enlover?

Height: 163 cm?

Shoe size: umm.. my mom's shoe size?

Where do you live? rimba, gaydungg.

Fav drink: anything fizzy?

Fav breakfast: anything will do.

Have you ever been on a plane? well duhhh.

Swam in the ocean? mama nda suruh. *cries* i cant really swin anyway. HAHA

Fallen asleep at school? yes. once. while waiting for the computer test to END.

Broke someone's heart? humpft. yes. twice infact. yeah, i know. im dissapointed in myself also.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? awuu. Azim's. but in the end, i fell asleep. nyeh3.

Saved emails? yupe. megat's and the cute guy we saw at centrepoint. HAHA

What is your room like? cleann??

What's right beside you? air particless?

What is the last thing you ate? cheeseee..

Ever had chicken pox? balumm.. *cries* takut jua saya neyyyy!! im 16 for god's sake!

Sore throat? yes!

Stiches? nopeee..

Broken nose? no. but do you want me to break yourss???

Do you believe in love at first sight? yes. that's what happen to me with Azim. =D

Like picnics? no. i rather stay in the house.

Who was/were the last person/people you dance with? Azim!!!

Last made you smiled? Daddy and Farah. HAHA. Funny people~

You last yelled at? Farah. She tried to kiss me. YUCKK!!

TODAY:

Eat: tdi tyme sahur sja.

Best feeling in the world: in love?

Do you sleep with stuffed animals? kadang kadang saja. with MILO! *yes, i name my teddy bears*

What's under your bed? dust maybe?

Who do you really hate? no one.

What time is now? 11.43 am.

RANDOM:

Is there a person who is on your mind now? Azim. humpft. tdo kali ya msih.

Do you have any siblings? awuu..

Do you smile often? depends on my mood. that doesnt answer the question. does it? HAHA

Do you like your handwriting? not really.

Are your toenails painted? no. my dad will freak out!

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in? my mom's?? soft bedd!! nyeh3

What colour teeshirt are you wearing now? grey and white.

What were you doing at 7 pm yesterday? eating ice cream with farah.

When did you last cry? 22 september?

Are you a friendly person? umm.. i dont know. awu kali. krg ku tanya my friends.

Do you have any pets? no. all of them died. RIP!

Where is the person you have feelings for right now? in his bed. maybe.

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? with nabelle? yes of course. she's my bestfriend! =D

Do you sleep with the TV on? kadang2. dont tell daddy. syg electric.

What are you doing right now? sitting. my tummy men drum ahhh..

Have you ever crawled through a window? once. or is it twice? cant remember though. it was a long time ago.

Can you handle the truth? mhmmm not really.

Are you too forgiving? yes??

Are you closer to your mother or father? mom.

Who was the last person you last cried in front of? all my friends?

How many people can you say you've really loved? cant tell. billions? maybe.

Do you eat healthy? what do you mean by healthy? like sayur healthy? or like low fat healty??

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex? nope. DELETED!

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? awuu. Azim tuu punya pasal.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time? im loud when im with my family and friends. im quiet when im with a stranger?

Are you confident? at times.

22nd September.

2008-09-23T04:46:00.002+08:00

emm.. as most of you may already know, it's my anniversary yesterday. HAHA

Azim's suppose to come with us kmarin. tpi nda jadi cause his mom nda suruh ya bwa kreta. i was a bit upset. nasib jua ada my friends. && oh yeahh!! saya pkai tudung d mall x ahh. HAHA. bari hawar buii!! ramai urg mlyat. p siok jua la cause nda pyah usai rmbut. nyeh3.

so emm, abg kn antar aku tdi at 12 BUT awal masih x tu ahh! nda jua ku brani ke sana sorang2. so, aku sruh abg antar aku ke rumah c nabelle sja. NABELLE'S VERY VERY HOT BROTHER antar kmi tdi. HENSEM EYY!!! HAHA xP

AS PROMISED TO THE BOYS, kami sungkai d foodcourt. Bnyak mkanan ahh.. Nda masuk parut. HAHA

- i will upload the pics tomorrow, maybe? -

SO, kmi lyat wyg after sungkai. The movie starts at 7.10 pm. so, kmi laju2 mkan la tdi. HAHA.
Brijap wyg ahh... HONESTLY, i cried a little tdi. The movie was so damn scary smpai aku mo blik rumah wa.. AZIM G NDA TU!! takut jua saya tu.. ;s i was covering my eyes the entire time. HAHA. syang duit bui..

The movie ends at 9.30 pm. I went home with nabelle at 10. We went to k box. BEHAH salah tkan ahh!! HAHA. lagu lama plang yg kluar. SHESHH!! syg jua token tuu SO kami nyanyi jua la.. HAHA

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I was still upset when i went home tdi. Then azim ada on9. Ia suruh kluar ahh.. rupanya ia d luar. HAHA
so aku turun la. BRIJAP BUII!! bkas lyat ceta antu g tu.. ADUY!!!!!!

cali la tdi.. Azim nda pndai memujuk. HAHA. biasanya urg memjuk bali kn bunga or chocolate. ia bgi KEBAB tia plangg.. HAHA. tpi nda apa laa.. He knows aku suka mkan kebab. HAHA

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emm, okey. till next time. TATA!!

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2008-09-22T09:57:00.002+08:00

good morning WORLD!!!

i woke up early today. HAHA. cause my friends and i will be hanging out at the mall, gadong. what's good to watch on theater later ey?

Humpft.. beh, where are you?? i need you NOW! HAHA.

so, Azim went to my house tdi subuh. BUT skjap sja arr. His brother, Aziz, nda suruh btah2. Humpft. Boreng. Emm so, Azim went to my house because he misses me. Oww.. I miss him too. *sob sob*

We hug, we kiss. BLA BLA BLA. tpi bdan nya pnas arr.. Umm, kcian eyy~~ Get well soon.

ANYWAY, i'm bored now. got nothing to do. and I thought that this would be the perfect time to blog. NOT!!! HAHA xD
who blogs in the morning?? awal x arr. Not much info dpat ku buat. nyeh3.

So, i guess i'll update this blog next time when i have something good to tell about.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!! ^^

2008-09-22T03:45:00.009+08:00

Humpft. c pqah ckap aku player~ HAHA. xP

mna da ku player!! insaf ku udah buii!!

HAJI MOHD ABDUL AZIM BIN HAJI ZAKERIA @ HJ AISA

i CINTA you!!! my one && only.

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

love you.

HUGS && KISSES!

2008-08-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

a poem that i wrote today.

Here it is:

I love the way he look at me,
as if i was the only person he saw.

I love the way he smile at me,
as if he smile only for me.

I love the way he told me the fact that he's scared of his mommy,
the fact that made me feel secure.

I love the way how he expressed his feelings,
like how should he mend his broken heart.

I love the way that he came to my house,
when he knows im crying

I love the way how he texts me,
as if i was the only person he text that way.

I love the way he describes me,
as if he's the one who made me this way.

But..

I dont like the way he treated me, hurting me by leaving me,
alone.

The thoughts of him when im about to close my eyes without him saying goodbye.
and the thoughts of him when i woke up in the morning and realised that he's not there by my side,
hurt me deeply inside.

2008-08-14T01:01:00.002+08:00

happiest day of my life!!!

Kmi bwebcam!!!!!!!!!!!!! sampai kul 4 am x ahhh.. Gillaaa~~~~~

Heartbeat u know!

He tanya whether i like him or not? and whether i want to be with him or not???

Then, he kinda propose me.
Didnt respond to him. Hahaha.. Aku pndai tukar topic x ahh..

enough waiting.

2008-08-13T23:21:00.003+08:00

He's online.

But, he didnt text me.
&& i couldnt text him cause texting somebody isnt me. Its not my usual self.

Im 100% sure that he's not into me. Better let him go now.
Let him be with some other girl. Who's better than me.

Starting from today onwards, Azim is not mine. and he's available to anyone who likes him.

Im just gonna go and wipe my tears off now. Bye2 blog.

Gonna update u tomorrow or on Friday afternoon.
Just wanna say that I miss him!

-edit-
just before i was about to go offline. Azim went online!
I waited for him to text me and i cant text him cause his status is busy!
After more than 30 minutes. I gathered my courage and gut to finally nudge him.

So, i nudge him - covering my eyes.
Then we chat. He's so nice!!! Im so lucky mayn! I like this guy!

still waiting~!!

2008-08-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

im gonna wait for him until 12 o'clock today.

If he's not on9, that means that he didnt like me.
Then i'll leave him alone FOREVER.

But BUT but BUT~~ this is the first time I actually have a huge crush on someone.
Is this my punishment? What did i do wrong?

only 2 more hours til 12.
guys, pray for me. Hope he's online!!!!!!!!

I'll never care for him again after 12 oclock later.
Fifi!! Hwaiting~~~!!

help me!

2008-08-13T19:12:00.002+08:00

god~~

what should i do??
i miss him!!

u know who he is. He's Azim.
He's not online!! God~~ what have u done to me??
-Increased heartbeats-

Does he like me??
If i like him, there might be a problem.
There's a guy out there. Waiting for me to say yes to his proposal.
But i dont like him.
He said that if i have a boyfriend, he'll xxxxxxx.

Hummpfftt...........
I really miss this guy! for the very first time in my life!!!!!
i never felt like this before!

both stress and happy.

2008-08-13T15:10:00.003+08:00

today is my worst day ever!

Got our marks today. So sad. Tcher Sarifah and Isma lectured us. Humpft.. I feel like crying when they said those words that hurt me.

English was okey. Mrs Elisabeth said my story was awesome! Hahaha.. She's so like a child. she's also funny!

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There's no malay today. So we(Fiqah, Behah, Nabelle and me) went outside the classroom and walked around the school like crazy people. All of us were so stress because of our marks.

Then i saw Azim again. My friends started boo-ing me cause my cheeks were so red! How embarassing. Before we went upstairs, I went to the bathroom so a sec cause i want to check whether my tudung is okey or not. Hehehe.. Im a girl in vain u knoe!!!

I walk outside and I saw Hazwan (the one who introduce Azim to me), he wanted me to teach him POA at the very last minute. Haiya! that boy ahhh!!!!

Before I knew it, Azim was looking at me!!!!! MALU NYA AKU!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hazwan asking for my help was just a BAIT!! All of my friends were spying on me upstairs and shouted 'Fifi dating ngan Azim'. EMBARASSING!!!

Azim was still looking at me but i act like i didnt care. Didnt pull my tudung tadi. Hahaha.. I act as if I wasnt malu anymore. I was looking at him also. Hahaa... He's so god damn fyne!!

Everyone was jealous at me by saying how good looking Azim was.

I ask Fiqah during Biology.
Me: what if Azim propose to me today? should i accept it?
Her: Accept sja.
Me: Bleh eyy.. But there's only one problem.
Her: Emm.. cause he's short ryte? Hahahaha
Me: Yeah..
Her: Nda pa2 tu.. maybe he's the ONE for you.
Me: Well maybe.
Her: Cuba saja. Jgan sja jlan sma2..
Me: Taie ko.. Hahaha
Her: Bwebcam sja kamu..
Me: Hahaha..
TEACHER ISMA: Fifi, what's the answer for question 7?
Me: D
CONTINUE DOING CORRECTION

That's all for now. Funny story ryte?
Wanna ask something.

Am i really in love?
Can someone please answer my question?
How does it feel to be in love?
Im scared.

school. hmmptf..

2008-08-12T21:31:00.002+08:00

qualifying's over! yea~~~

but we have to continue our studies tmorow.. haiya..
no mood to study! gotta have fun, mayn!

we got maths, chemistry, malay, biology and english tomorrow.

CHEM!!! ahhh... tcher will be extremely mad a us!
She said that our chemistry sucks. But she did said that mine was OK.

Is OK, okey? Still scared. Will i be able to go to sleep today? humpfs..
Dont care about malay though.

I'm sure that my biology marks wont even pass 55 % and above. Did well on my Paper 3 though. Got the highest mark. Paper 2, aiyaaaa~!!! dont even wanna talk bout it.

English. hehehe.. ku kmbang!! tcher said everyone did their best! and some stories were very great including mine!!!!! hehehe..

i'll write back my composition here when Mrs. Elisabeth give back our paper. Hopefully, tomorrow.

Lastly, wanna say well done to my fellow classmates in 5A that did their very best in the qualifyinf exam!!!

COUNTDOWN TO OLEVEL!

a very embarassing moment.

2008-08-12T20:01:00.001+08:00

so, i met this guy online.

His name is Azim. and he's from our school.
we chat, we webcam, bla, bla, bla..

one day, he came to my class in the afternoon and was asking for my help.
He didnt know that i was Fifi that time. I mean, he just ask a person from 5A helping him.
GOD! Why did it have to be me??!! But, i kinda like it! hehehe...

So, he went inside - i was outside-

He then suddenly went outside and said ' are u fifi???'
Me : -gulp- - tarik tudung covering my face-

I was covering my face the entire time! lame~~ my cheeks are red!!!!!
dont know why this happened. it this what you call love? a sudden rush of adrenalinein your blood?

Ftw teacher xxxxxx!!!

2008-08-12T19:44:00.002+08:00

Dont know her name but she's like the 2nd version of cigu kaya.

She's...
- kambang
- control brabis!!!
- pmarah
- suka menjaling!!!!!!!!!!
- urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone in 5A hates her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here's how the story goes!

We were having our Maths 2 qualifying exam today.
So, that stupid tcher invigilate us first.
It was 9.45 am and she started giving us the papers.
Then, she asked us to put our IC at the top right corner of our table. stupid rule!
Then, DK said to the teacher that her IC is in process of making a new one.
THAT TEACHER!!!!!! URGHHH!!!! MELAWAN!!!!!!!!
TEACHER, DONT U KNOW WHAT IN PROCESS MEANS???? STUPID!!!

so, DK went out from class, crying!
She went back 15 minutes later.
Tcher, you were the one who teaches us that time is a valueable thing!
and still, you're wasting 15 minutes of my friend's time. so, stfu!

Hello!!! This is Maths we're talking aboout! payah x ahh..

urgh~!!
to be continued~~~~~~~

pnjang ceta nya... p mlas ku buat.. hehee..
wanna eat my dinner first.

sorry ~

2008-08-12T19:39:00.002+08:00

guys..

im sorry for the way i acted during the dance practice.
dancing is what i like to do. im serious when it comes to dancing. so, stop messing around.

anyway,
i would just like to say, im sorry. aite? forgive me.
the audition went great! everyone did a very good job!

eventhough we didnt make it to the finals, im still proud of you guys!
Especially those who just started dancing! its hard, isnt it??

Hehehe..
Want to say im sorry -again! hahaha-

2008-05-19T17:51:00.002+08:00

Truly hurt,

hurt by somebody that i know wouldnt hurt me,

scolded by words,

words that hurt me the most.

who is she?

but i know she's not the person who i'm friends with,

does she know?

that's im a normal person who can be hurt in such way

when she's sad

i tried to comfort her

but when im sad

she scold me more

doesnt she know

that i treated her like my own sister

doesnt she realised

that she treated me like rubbish!

she left me when i needed her the most

nevertheless, i was always by her side

she call us a family

excluding me. Only as an 'outsider'

this is how i expressed my thoughts

just simply by writing it down

i cant cry

because im daddy's girl and i'm tough!

by:

Fifi Azirah Mohd Arifin

1st of May 2008

2008-05-01T18:34:00.002+08:00

IT'S MY MOM'S BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy birthday to you~~~~
Happy birthday to mommy!!
happy birthday to~~~ youh~~~~~~~~~~ uhhh~~

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2008-05-01T18:25:00.003+08:00

boreng eyyyyyyyy~~~ got nothing to do. Cerita love at zero degrees abis ah.. pnat ey. boreng g ending nya 2. but never mind la, i'm just watching it to see my sweet Wei Xiang. I LOVE YOU!

apa g kan ku ckap ah? oh yea~ tadi tcher noorey said our maths 2 sucks. So prepare for maths 1. In what position is she entitled to said that to us? I know she's our tcher and all. But she teaches us like crap. For instance, we learned a new topic that day. So she gave the notes. Then? classwork!!! no explanation!! We are not geniuses! and one more thing, she kept bragging about how she gets 100 in her maths test.

Well, HELLO!! you're a maths tcher! duh~ but we're different! we have to score at ALL our subjects NOT only maths, dummy.

2008-05-01T18:17:00.003+08:00

wahseiii~~~

poa 2 tadi soo kacang man!!! my balance sheet BALANCE!!! no more garu2 kpala!! i did it..
but tadi kan.. kami start at 10.20 but before that kami kna kicked out leh my fellow classmates psal nya drg exam geo. optional subject. so kami trun lah ke bwah cari tempat duduk. lapas 2, nda ku dpat concentrate sal drg c fizah bnyak bcakap! aku g lum bca 2. MELABANG suara nya nyamu! So, aku pindah lah ke canteen ngan c nabelle. After a few hours, this b*tch came to us and was like,
'ey, ko knal c faiz?'
then i said, 'no!'
after that, she said 'ok.'

End of conversation BUT~~~~ she stays there, sitting next to us, mengacau kami bljar. how rude is that?! mcam nda tmpat lain g kan duduk.

If you reading this, b*tch....
Banyak lagi x ah tempat duduk di kantin ane. dapan mata ada, di kanan ada, di kiri ada. jgan th kn asak2 rh kami. got that?

ahhh!!!

2008-04-30T15:40:00.006+08:00

Guys~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My hubby is here~~~~~~ i love you babe!

He presented an award at the Asia Excellence Award!!

His english is flawless!! I hear no accents~ good job wookie.

HAH!! Take that, acid rain

Rest in peace!

2008-04-30T15:30:00.004+08:00

This is a very shocking news to me!!! i dont believe this! He's dead??? oh my.

Only weeks after the Turtleman’s heart attack, another K-popper Kim Minsoo (24) of Monday Kiz passed away early this morning in a motorcycle accident in front of Shillim Middle School.

Monday Kiz recently released their third album “Inside Story” and were heading to the top…RIP!

Waahhhh!~~

2008-04-30T14:31:00.007+08:00

Finally!! i've been waiting for months to find a name for my blog!! thank you god!! woooohoooo~~

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Today is the 3rd day of mid year exam test 2.
My comment for paper Maths 2 is...
@#&*%%@#*@!!!
who the hell buat paper a2?!! it was sooo damn payah you know! urghhh.

Biology 2 is okey. ada soalan yang soo freaking out of topic. it's not even biology. hantam sja lah~

get ready for tomorrow!! POA 2 and physic practical. OMG!! bru tdi sir bgitau the topic for practical and i nearly forgot esuk ada practical! nasib jua c myra gto aku. i love you myra! =D